Me without You

To mush

Thu, 24 May 2007 02:37:12 GMT

Work....non stop 12 hour days.
Ejolea...my day so far.
Wake up work eat tv sleep.
Along with so far sunday my day off.
It's crazy I need rest

Faja

Tue, 08 May 2007 00:31:21 GMT

Didn't come.
I shoulda known.
Ultra lame.
Bully is such a radical game.

Father

Tue, 01 May 2007 23:56:14 GMT

He's coming this saturday.
It's kinda exciting.
I haven't seen him in almost two years.

I jus thought of the best tattoo for me.
If I could get a hula girl.
And when i flex she dances.

OR even better a DANCING JESUS
YES!!

Temptation

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 22:43:22 GMT

.hum.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 02:54:35 GMT

SWEET.TALK

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 06:11:53 GMT

So a couple of day's ago I got me a bonus
My bonus consisted of 3 MD's
[ which is my new nickname at work ]
and $40...which isn't bad at all.
At work it was pretty crazy today.
This guy fell off the roof.
Which is like a 8ft drop.
I'm hoping he's ok.
It was kinda scary while it was all happening.
Side note I hate being lied too.
I've somewhat become a whino.
[ which some poeple aren't to fond of. ]
Keeps me entertained.
hopefully everyone else too.
I'm getting closer to new people
Which is always a good thin in my book.
I'm going to be moving soon.
well it's still in the works.
But most likely I will be.
If possible ima live with my brother.
Which wouldn't be too bad.
People would be able to come over when ever they wanted too.
Party's probly would be happening.
Seem's pretty rad.
eholea...I keep dozing off....
I should probly go to bed.
Nighty night
<3

What is love?

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 20:44:37 GMT

I have to tell the truth
I have a weakness for you
Where ever i go oh no
I know it isnt right
I feel Im barley swimming and the waves keep on crashing down
After every show oh boy and
What am i to do now
Where the ____ is my crew now
Now suppose to be watching my back and
Now she stands before me and
Possible chance of doing wrong
So i'll sing my song.
What is love and am I in it
See I really like this girl and I think I should
See what I feel is there somthing in it
Cuz if not im wasting my time
Im way past confused now
What am I to do now if I dont know what to say and
Im jus standing there in a daze
Please dont walk away so soon please don walk away from me
Cuz im trap now set me free.
What am I to do I got to share what im feeling
Cuz if I cant share the truth then theres somthing wrong.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:22:53 GMT

.Girls.
Bah-Hum-Bug

Blah Blah Blah...Lies Lies Lies

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 19:04:06 GMT

It's kinda sad I only write in this when im EMO
But anyways
So I talked to my dad today. He says he's coming to see me for my b-day
[ Lie number 1. ]
That he's jus gonna move down here when comes.
[ Lie number 2. ]
I feel kinda bad now...cuz I laughed when he told me that.
But I mean seriously when poeple lie to you constantly It becomes hard to trust/believe some one.
Also I really don't want to get my hopes high.
He's done that enough to me...
It'll be fine...He's not gonna come
And if for some odd reason he does, it won't matter I won't see him anyways.
Cuz when I lived with him I never saw him.
The only thing different will be i'll be lied to a lot more.
I've noticed people are being so stinking shady latly.
I should be use to it though
I jus need to go to california...but that's not gonna happen
[ Lie number 3. ]
Eh hopefully my b-day will be better....I guess we'll see.

I think I see a life of celebacy around the corner for me....

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:26:07 GMT

I'm lost in it all..[ LITERALLY ]
To much confusion
You make me think that's for sure.
Cathrine is coming tomorrow.
I'm extactic
I'll be throwing dem bows ; )

Girls

Fri, 26 May 2006 17:00:45 GMT

I want to give you a hug.
I want us to walk and talk
in a park while watching doves.
I want us to carry on in a platonic love
but you don't want to...
so we won't.
Next poem.

-Bradley Hathaway
He know's how it is

Thu, 18 May 2006 08:56:09 GMT

So i came to the conclusion....bah...nevermind

Mon, 01 May 2006 21:31:40 GMT

Wish i didn't care.
Wish i didn't know you.
These wish's will never come true.
All i can say now is
"That's the end of me.&.you"

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 21:36:17 GMT

Big choice's.
I'm so unsure what ima do.

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 15:40:21 GMT

I'm going to california for a month or so. [ well atleast ima try to ]
I want to see my cousin diane!
It'll be nice for me and my "crew" to get back together again.
All those good time's we had together.
So much to come
The time will go by to quick while im there
Something to not look forward to
Hearing everybody ask me when am i coming back
[ People i didn't even know last time we're asking me ]
I wanna work back at the Print.Shop while im back down there.
So i can be in my lil room once again, in the dark
And people kicking me out all the time so they could use the bathroom
[ Yea most of my work was in the bathroom ]
Latley i've been really irrated..So if i'm mean I'm sorry!
It's weird thing's usually don't bother me.

In cali i got offered a place to stay.
To live for free. And they'd help me pay for college.
Seem's like a real good deal
But i think ima have to hold off on that one.
There's a couple of things that are keepin me here.

Must do's in cali

Go on a date with Cory.

Hang out with diane

Go to Carl's Jr. with DjR.

See my baby-girl Sammies. She better not cry this time

Chill with Brother.Marcus

Avoid Jessica at all cost

And how can i forget going to the ocean with Lyn

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 22:13:36 GMT

This past weekend was awesome
I think i see more drunken night's to come
; ]
♥

Dang dowd

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 17:50:17 GMT

What's up with all those people who be thinking i'm gay?
I swear it happen's a lil to much
I mean nothing against it, but why would i want to promote myself as somthing im not...or even close to

What Can I Do?

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 20:25:49 GMT

It always crosses my mind
That your not mine
So here's to you
and
only you
What can i do?
To make you believe
That you we're meant for me
That we we're meant to be
Every single time i..i
Just walk away
It's begining to make no sense
Walk away
Walk away
WALK
...
These waves are crashing at me
Just don't let me walk away from you
This time
TIME!!!

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 23:55:33 GMT

Blood.Clot
That don't sound like too much fun
:(

BOREDOM

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:51:26 GMT

I miss these fools

She's moving :[

And i just find this funny!

Rad

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:42:23 GMT

You're so rad
more rad than my dad
if you were a fabric, you'd be plaid
everybody knows plaid is so rad
i think about you and i go mad
You are so rad
You really spark my nads
some say you're good but i know you're bad
if you go ill be sad :-(
stop the presses, run an ad
if there were three of you
You'd be a rad triad
YOU'RE SO RAD!

I wanna say something.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:52:14 GMT

I'm gonna put it out there; if you like it, you can take it, if you don't, send it right back.
I want to be on you.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

I... I wanna be on you.

I'll do what these pills do!

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 14:12:35 GMT

Should i shouldn't I.
Am i ready.
Too many things to think of.
To many signs to read.
Maybe if i put on some glasses and read real slow then i'll know.

Do i wait, when you didn't?
Do i stop and pause. Then
Breath real Slow

Am i alone in all this?
Are you the same?
Or do i get to walk alone in the woods.
Most of all.....Am i just another?

You do what you do.
AND
I'll do what these pills do.

Back at home once again.
Never thought i'd be here again.
Who ever knew you'd bring me here.
Why don't you take me ther again.

if wishes were horses, more beggars would ride them.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 03:59:13 GMT

I want it fixed...

Father

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 07:34:02 GMT

He's coming. To live. My mom will be happy. But why am i not. It's not that i don't like him. I love him. Never had a problem. But why am i not happy. He's coming. Weird